I do think about that about every day, i'm 31 now and have lots os friends, really lots of friends and i go to outside/social events all the time, but i still suck at it, i never know when is my time to talk, what to talk, never know how to approach someone, i have a really bad time to maintain my attention to people, sometimes i feel that social interactions hurt me so much that i fell pain, it's really hard to know how to deal with that