The best thing I can tell you now is get yourself a job. Things will pick back up, from there. You need something to pick up your self-esteem, re-build confidence. In my mind a job is the best way to do that.
Slowly pay back your friends and family with the money you earn from your job. you'll feel better about yourself.
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This is at least the 2nd mention of "paying back friends and family." Typically, F&F capital is for equity, not a debt, so paying back doesn't make much sense. I'd focus on real debts first. F&F investors would not be asking for just their orginal investment back if the company had been successful, so sharing the loss makes sense.
Slowly pay back your friends and family with the money you earn from your job. you'll feel better about yourself.
Email me if you want to talk. zack at codemy dot net